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<p>copied from my journal 6 January 2010</p> <p><b>New page</b></p><div>10:18pm JST Wednesday 6 January 2010 (day 14532)<br /> <br /> Fingertips on my belly, where I felt weakness, &quot;like just below there or just above, I&#039;d be strong, but right there it&#039;s weak.&quot; Easing myself into the weakness I kept clicking out, into any other distracting thought. Don&#039;t want to go there. Went there anyway, and felt little and small and confused and &quot;I don&#039;t know what to do. I just don&#039;t know what to do.&quot; I hear that mantra on lots of levels in my life.<br /> <br /> Found myself as a military leader, like for an army of 10,000 men. We were in a hopeless situation, completely overwhelmed and no way to win nor really even get away. It felt like grabbing onto a slippery cone, with no chance of grasping it; the tighter I hold, the more it slips away.<br /> <br /> Stayed with that feeling until there was nothing to do but be. Just be. I felt my hands getting warmer, and my feet as well. Feeling into my hands, I suddenly heard ringing more loudly in my ears.<br /> <br /> Began to fade into sleep repeatedly, with visions of John Travolta spinning a tin can around in his hands, and then of me dragging a big plastic tub with cold water in it.<br /> <br /> The water felt like my energy, or my life force, disconnected from the infinite life force. I can reconnect to the infinite energy force. Hey but why, if everything is one anyway, how can I be disconnected? Because at some level my consciousness is pushing it away. Ah.<br /> [[Category:ISIS]]<br /> [[Category:Rebecca]]</div>

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