Clairvision:ISIS 0002 - n.m. "don't be silly!" Be Silly!!!
From my journal.
18 February 2008
Went to Helma's for my second ISIS session. Didn't "feel" anything physically, but I definitely came across something interesting. Apparently I disconnected from a perception I had as a child after being unable to explain it adequately and being scolded, "don't be silly."
Wow. Huge tears; gasping; crying; limitless.
Then back into relaxation and enjoying painting as a child.
"what kind of painting?"
Finger painting.
"do you like it?"
Yeah.
"Why?"
Touching colors....
don't make a mess.
and then crying crying crying I have to go outside and I can't paint any more.
Damn. More tears though no gasping.
I can climb trees outside.
Let's hear it for the inner child!
More painting, less computers.
The grammar mistake bugs the adult in me, but that's how it came out.
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Fortunately, I colored while sitting here at the Indian restaurant to the tune of undulating dancing bodies on Bollywood TV here.