Clairvision:ISIS 0002 - n.m. "don't be silly!" Be Silly!!!

From my journal.

18 February 2008

Went to Helma's for my second ISIS session. Didn't "feel" anything physically, but I definitely came across something interesting. Apparently I disconnected from a perception I had as a child after being unable to explain it adequately and being scolded, "don't be silly."

Wow. Huge tears; gasping; crying; limitless.

Then back into relaxation and enjoying painting as a child.

"what kind of painting?"

Finger painting.

"do you like it?"

Yeah.

"Why?"

Touching colors....

don't make a mess.

and then crying crying crying I have to go outside and I can't paint any more.

Damn. More tears though no gasping.

I can climb trees outside.

Let's hear it for the inner child!

More painting, less computers.

The grammar mistake bugs the adult in me, but that's how it came out.

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Fortunately, I colored while sitting here at the Indian restaurant to the tune of undulating dancing bodies on Bollywood TV here.