Clairvision:ISIS 0016-always looking for perfect relationship
Robin was my connector 29 March 2009 ISIS 101.02
touch on side (where I thought Steven would touch)
Civil war bayonette
She was the woman I love most ever ever ever. my wife was a native american and knew everything about the land and earth and everything. So much love for her. Now I keep looking.
Rei was the best, and right there... so much anger at myself to have not broken up with Hitomi and lose Rei as a result.
Now I'm with Ami and knowing I should break up with her, but fuck how? Why can't I? She's cute she cooks she's great but isn't for me. I keep looking
First it was Robin, but oh she has Neil. Then Jacquelen, but ah she has Simon. Now Tina looks pretty cute but ARGH this is a stupid cycle.
I just need to do my work. I'm going to build a retreat center and train people like Helma. I have so many talents but what to do? just do my work and she'll come.
Questions that arose during feedback circle:
- Is it possible that my lack of responsibility keeps me from having what I want?
- What is it about the DESIRE? I "want" to do the work, but what's under that want?
