Clairvision:ISIS 0032-craving infinite connection

9:39am JST Thursday 7 January 2010 (day 14533)

Rebecca paced fingertips on belly again, and immediately recalled being trapped under rubble in China having wanted to be vulnerable to my family but just working hard and making them work too hard and didn't go into that too much but feeling the craving to be vulnerable and how it gets confused with sexuality and feeling the creative power of connection with infinite energy and there's something blocking it society wrapped around a little it inside that wants to keep me from sharing the infinite with everyone who's open to experiencing their own infinite power.

Feeling he huge charge and wanting release and not wanting to let go or lose it, I just want to hug and hug and share and love and thank you thank you.

It's been suggested that ejaculation wastes lefe energy. I can certainly imagine so, as ejaculation has often put me to sleep at night. I wonder if I can simply sit with the energy and not release it wastefully.